AaahhHHH... i can't sleep since last nite. jiwa kacau. got migraine this morning. have taken 2 pain killer just now. dun know which one is the correct path. pikir2 balik, IF i never resign from this company, i'm still safe here. konon nak grab for the better life, tak sangka alih2 samething which i never expect happened. my life turning down. huhhh... the whole life change.
semua tu menjadikan apa yg berlaku hari ni. IF i never made the decision.. maybe apa yg berlaku sekarang won't happen kan??.. but this is life... i'm planning but Allah has better plan for me. shud i regret or appreciate for what has happened??.. confused!
kadang2 adalah menjadi satu kepayahan bila kita tiba2 jadi aset penting bg other parties. masing2 nak merebut kita n then kita tak tau which one is the best. aduhhhh.... sakit kepala ni nak memikir. pasti ada kos melepas jugak kali ni. the only kos melepas is the weekends. no more lazy saturday, which is saturday means money. the motivator said kerja la selagi kita masih kuat untuk bekerja, carilah duit selagi kita masih terdaya, even kadang2 sehingga terpaksa mengorbankan sebahagian kesenangan. until one day, kesenangan itu milik kita, that is the rite time, we slow down and take a rest for a while. :)
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